It's our 31st monthsary and we're supposed to be sweet and mushy and sappy and happy, flirting with each other like the first time and talking of future plans together BUT we weren't. We actually fought. Aah. It's freaking me out. It is something so trivial but it never failed to spark the patience out of our system. Yes, it's been a lot of times we've had this discussion but we never seem to get pass through this. There's something wrong I know. I just have to figure out if the fault is mine or his. :( it's making me sad. I'm terribly sad at the moment. We haven't had that 'flirting moments" for quite a while and I thought this day would be it, but right now I can say I was mistaken. The thing is he can't seem to give way for my tantrums. I want and need and demand him to be more patient and forgiving of me but he can't do it for me. He always insists to have things in his own way. And that's something that annoys me. I know this incident will be followed by silent hours of no communication between us. No texts. No messages. We'll be stickin' on our hurt ego for a little while, ignoring the fact that every amount of time spent not talking hurts the other in ways we could never imagine. I, myself, hate those times when he ignores me. I know he feels the same way too. Right now, I guess I'll be waiting for him to make the first step to bring back the "talking couple" again. It's his fault why I'm so utterly disappointed right now. So he'd better make all the necessary efforts. Hmmp. :-|
